Author: 璐夏
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this vape tastes like coil
basically i’m just gonna bitch about my vaping experience while vaping. is that cool? cool. fucking bitch, do you think i gave you permission to die you ungrateful pen? ugh the end of every vape pod is like a special purgatory for vapers. there’s enough thc to give me vasodilation hot flashes, but not enough…
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am i… a landmine?
so i’ve been delving into japanese mental health subcultures lately, mostly because i’ve been hearing about menhera and jirai kei in my circles and i’ve come across the term “landmine” used both as a self-descriptor and as a pejorative. for those who don’t know, the term “landmine” in japan refers to a woman with a…
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in the effort of getting used to doing this, i will now be scheduling the writing of my daily blog post so that i get a fucking push notification to remind my dumb ass to write it
more or less the title speaks for itself. my plan is definitely to write personal posts every day. just whatever comes to mind after i’ve taken my medication and started to wind down for the night. perhaps i’ll finish it on the wordpress app in bed, who knows. these posts are more or less just…
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(current) content plan #5
i mostly use this website as a portfolio, which might be noticeable in the sense that i don’t post many blogs. i’d like to though. i’ve always wanted to have a blog that was active and posting regular content. so, i think i’m going to develop a content plan and start pushing regular content about…
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i don’t know why more gacha games don’t target women they are an economically powerful and easily pleased audience, just put some hot guys on the screen and give them a tortured backstory
one thing that makes itself abundantly clear the moment you start playing gacha games is that people who like male characters suffer more than jesus. i kid, sort of, but it really is true. if you want to collect and use male characters in gacha games, you’re almost destined to be locked behind synergies that…
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i guess i have no choice but to keep moving forward whether i want to or not because god keeps rejecting me from his kingdom and satan says i have more chaos to create
this is my necessary reminder that it’s okay to go slow. it’s okay to take a break. it’s okay to take longer than other people. i was recently diagnosed with adhd. it’s something that i can say confidently i struggled with my whole life, but i’m finally getting support for it and that’s great! my…
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i’m crazy, got a doctor’s note
one thing that i think most people are acutely aware of is that mental health matters. whether you look at it through one lens or another, the conclusions are all the same: without taking care of our mental health, taking care of our physical health is moot. i have been trying to take care of…
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it’s a bunny themed diary how can u hate it
one thing i’ve always wanted to be into is journalling. i’ve bought hundreds, if not thousands, of physical, bound paper journals only to write one to three entries and cast it to the journal graveyard. digitalizing my journal has helped me keep up with it, even if i don’t write every day (though i try…
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it’s not me who needs to shut up but i did it anyway (not clickbait)
one thing that became crystal clear the longer i tried to function in normie society was that talking was a struggle for me. i would stutter and rely on canned, pre-planned responses for almost everything. i would go to work, put on my people-pleasing mask, and come home utterly exhausted and without the motivation to…
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the dierya dk68se is off-brand and off-white, kind of like the ugly vinyl siding on my ex’s house
i’ve never been one to be overly obsessed with colors. typically when i buy keyboards to review, they end up being black because we’re currently still doing budget keyboards and you gotta pay up if you want nice colours, as general rule. so the dierya dk68se coming in white made it special since that colour…
