this blog, as mentioned in the last post is going to start to contain a lot darker content than was previously put out on it. the transition from an evergreen computer blog to a personal disability narrative might be jarring, … Continue reading
Category: Blog
My disability story
a new way of approaching ‘evergreen’ content
one thing that i’ve struggled with as i move forward with this blog and the project surrounding the documentation of my life as a disabled person is how i want to approach the evergreen content that started this blog in … Continue reading
in the spirit of making this feel more like a ‘mad hermit’s diary’
i’m going to just start posting, whenever, wherever. sticking to too rigid a structure for this blog sort of defeats its purpose as a living document regarding life as a disabled person in 2026 america. current narratives fail to centre … Continue reading
tolerance break is… easier than i thought it would be
i’m two days off cannabis now, planning for an 8 week tolerance break to really downregulate those cb1 receptors because i don’t get high anymore, like at all, and it fucking blows. i know i’m a medical patient and so … Continue reading
content warnings and faqs for this blog moving forward
so, as we approach the final date of the start of this project, i want to give everyone who’s been here the whole time (i know there’s a few of you and i have nothing but love for each and … Continue reading
time for a tolerance break!! … hooray…
so, basically, i’ve been smoking weed multiple times a day for about six years now. and like, my tolerance has gotten crazy. like it’s so genuinely not funny anymore because i’m vaping 99% liquid diamond concentrates eight days a week … Continue reading
really planning to hit the ground running here and hopefully that works out for me
so now that we’re two weeks into april, i have to start getting things ready for our may 3rd launch. i really hope that people like what i’m planning to do here. i think that together, we can create something … Continue reading
my mom is finally getting her wish, i’m getting new clothes that fit and look nice
this may come as surprise or it may not, but shopping for clothes isn’t my favourite activity. i know that’s basically heresy in the circles i’m most active in, where shopping is a primary coping mechanism for the immense amount … Continue reading
excited for the upcoming weeks ahead
so coming ahead in the coming weeks, i have some plans. one big plan is to start really making headway on my content plan. to do that, i think i’ll actually start doing work on my laptop. it’s not the … Continue reading
moving the goalposts
i’m coming to the realisation that i can’t tackle everything all at once. it’s impossible to dedicate appropriate resources to large numbers of tasks. ive been trying to manage so many concurrent changes that i am basically just half-assing all … Continue reading