this blog, as mentioned in the last post is going to start to contain a lot darker content than was previously put out on it. the transition from an evergreen computer blog to a personal disability narrative might be jarring, … Continue reading
Author: Luxia Le
a new way of approaching ‘evergreen’ content
one thing that i’ve struggled with as i move forward with this blog and the project surrounding the documentation of my life as a disabled person is how i want to approach the evergreen content that started this blog in … Continue reading
in the spirit of making this feel more like a ‘mad hermit’s diary’
i’m going to just start posting, whenever, wherever. sticking to too rigid a structure for this blog sort of defeats its purpose as a living document regarding life as a disabled person in 2026 america. current narratives fail to centre … Continue reading
tolerance break is… easier than i thought it would be
i’m two days off cannabis now, planning for an 8 week tolerance break to really downregulate those cb1 receptors because i don’t get high anymore, like at all, and it fucking blows. i know i’m a medical patient and so … Continue reading
content warnings and faqs for this blog moving forward
so, as we approach the final date of the start of this project, i want to give everyone who’s been here the whole time (i know there’s a few of you and i have nothing but love for each and … Continue reading
time for a tolerance break!! … hooray…
so, basically, i’ve been smoking weed multiple times a day for about six years now. and like, my tolerance has gotten crazy. like it’s so genuinely not funny anymore because i’m vaping 99% liquid diamond concentrates eight days a week … Continue reading
got my first batch of real jirai clothes
went on a little shopping spree on aliexpress a while ago and the stuff that i bought is finally starting to arrive! i know it might seem strange to get up and get all dressed up only to sit at … Continue reading
so i found the next new thing for me to be addicted to
if there’s anything all my friends know about me it’s that i have awful taste in media. just really, really dogshit taste. my favourite movie ever is the room (2003) and i will watch that pretty much whenever it’s my … Continue reading
really planning to hit the ground running here and hopefully that works out for me
so now that we’re two weeks into april, i have to start getting things ready for our may 3rd launch. i really hope that people like what i’m planning to do here. i think that together, we can create something … Continue reading
my mom is finally getting her wish, i’m getting new clothes that fit and look nice
this may come as surprise or it may not, but shopping for clothes isn’t my favourite activity. i know that’s basically heresy in the circles i’m most active in, where shopping is a primary coping mechanism for the immense amount … Continue reading