basically i’m just gonna bitch about my vaping experience while vaping. is that cool? cool. fucking bitch, do you think i gave you permission to die you ungrateful pen? ugh the end of every vape pod is like a special … Continue reading
Category: Blog
My disability story
am i… a landmine?
so i’ve been delving into japanese mental health subcultures lately, mostly because i’ve been hearing about menhera and jirai kei in my circles and i’ve come across the term “landmine” used both as a self-descriptor and as a pejorative. for … Continue reading
in the effort of getting used to doing this, i will now be scheduling the writing of my daily blog post so that i get a fucking push notification to remind my dumb ass to write it
more or less the title speaks for itself. my plan is definitely to write personal posts every day. just whatever comes to mind after i’ve taken my medication and started to wind down for the night. perhaps i’ll finish it … Continue reading
(current) content plan #5
i mostly use this website as a portfolio, which might be noticeable in the sense that i don’t post many blogs. i’d like to though. i’ve always wanted to have a blog that was active and posting regular content. so, … Continue reading
i don’t know why more gacha games don’t target women they are an economically powerful and easily pleased audience, just put some hot guys on the screen and give them a tortured backstory
one thing that makes itself abundantly clear the moment you start playing gacha games is that people who like male characters suffer more than jesus. i kid, sort of, but it really is true. if you want to collect and … Continue reading
i guess i have no choice but to keep moving forward whether i want to or not because god keeps rejecting me from his kingdom and satan says i have more chaos to create
this is my necessary reminder that it’s okay to go slow. it’s okay to take a break. it’s okay to take longer than other people. i was recently diagnosed with adhd. it’s something that i can say confidently i struggled … Continue reading
i’m crazy, got a doctor’s note
one thing that i think most people are acutely aware of is that mental health matters. whether you look at it through one lens or another, the conclusions are all the same: without taking care of our mental health, taking … Continue reading
it’s not me who needs to shut up but i did it anyway (not clickbait)
one thing that became crystal clear the longer i tried to function in normie society was that talking was a struggle for me. i would stutter and rely on canned, pre-planned responses for almost everything. i would go to work, … Continue reading
i wrote a book where two guys bang in a dark cell and then one gets pregnant u should read it it’s not bad
i’m proud to announce the release of my new book, hunter, which can be read online at myfiction. read it here. the writing of this book was super interesting as i’ve never specifically written serialized fiction before. it was entertaining … Continue reading
if i’m being honest, i don’t know what to write about today
this is kind of a weird post to make because it’s such an unusual topic, i think. i don’t know what to write today. i meant to write this post several hours ago but have been ruminating on a proposed … Continue reading